My dad, who must have felt so awful knowing his presence prevented me from playing well onstage that he hadn't known what to say or do to comfort me-except to stay away and not upset me at my subsequent5 competitions. Dad, I'm sorry I thought you were disappointed in me. I know you loved me even more than you loved music. I wish you could know how much I love you too. I wish I could play Twilight Time for you again.